Early Masturbation Experiences
Many of us overlook our most important sexual partner-ourselves. We have the longest lasting relationship with our own hand as our lover. Masturbation is our first sexual experience in most cases. Girls start earlier than boys usually, since we mature faster. Girls are also capable of full orgasms their whole lives, boys only start to ejaculate from puberty onwards.
I can recall masturbating in the tub from around 3 onwards, but was orgasming by age 8. I was a naughty, curious girl indeed. Finding my mom’s naughty books by Nancy Friday on sexual fantasies and I’d read them after school and they made me want to touch myself and I did…I didn’t know the word for masturbation or orgasm when I started, but soon realized that’s what I was doing was called. Until then I’d just thought of it as rubbing until it felt so good that it hurt, using cream as lube made it feel even better. Not long after my fingers were doing the walking, I discovered the shower massager and the joys it could bring. My grandmother had arthritis and had a back massager thing I soon learned felt good as well, I was a veteran of all three methods at 8! Horny kid I was for sure.
In my teens I was insatiable, masturbating nearly every day after school and sometimes before bed. I never inserted, still don’t, I’m a clit only girl. I don’t enjoy vibrators, I find them equivalent to what some guys call a “ruined orgasm”. It’s an orgasm, but not a satisfying one like water or especially fingers can bring. I used pool jets of water in the pools of family friends, at hotels, I was shameless. The orgasm from water is so fast and intense though, it literally only took a couple of minutes, so you could be quite brazen in doing it. At 15 we were housesitting for a friend of my mom’s and I used a garden hose nozzle like the shower massager on the front lawn sitting on the cement step around midnight as I’d been watering flowers. Good thing no one drove by and caught me in the headlights. Oh what fun we can bring ourselves.
Water, Water, Every Where….
Well I had an interesting experience tonight, a client I like very much likes if I watch him on cam. That’s not something I do often. Very few people are anyone I would watch, even for money. I know many girls have watched thousands of guys, but I just do not. When I started I watched maybe a dozen and it bothered me, was mentally damaging, you have no idea the things some guys do, and I’ve watched less than a couple of dozen. The one with the 14, yes 14, inch long black dildo was the straw that broke the camel’s back for me.
However I like this client and he is quite normal, that I have concluded at this point anyway, so I agreed to watch him, and have a few times as we talked. This one night however he said he’d be back in a few minutes and I assumed he’d return to the computer shortly, well I was surprised when he set the computer down, turned on the cam and proceeded to have a shower as I watched him on the cam through his clear shower doors! That I wasn’t expecting. I must admit I smiled at this unexpected act, it was so unusual and yet amusing at the same time, then he dried off, got out, carried the computer back into the bedroom, get into bed and then masturbated as I continued to watch him.
He stroked his cock as he listened to my voice and I watched him, and he told me how much pleasure and enjoyment I’d brought to him and how much I turned him on, it was very flattering. Someone has to be special for me to consent to watch them, believe me. He said he liked to be “unique for me”, which he certainly was with his shower. I wonder what is next, we will have to see.
The Live Version Of Erotic Audios
I had an interesting call last week, a fairly new client that is a fan of my recordings for over a year found me and wanted a live version of my guided masturbation audio read to him over the phone. Apparently he’d listened to it many times over the last year, over a hundred he said. He was quite pleased when he found out he could speak live with me and it was a great wish of his to hear me read to him. He knew it so well he even repeated some of the sentences with me!
He loved that he could ask me to go back and say a particular paragraph over and over rather than have to stop and replay a certain section, I was so glad to have helped this nice man and give him a live version of something he was so familiar with. He said it lived up to and exceeded his expectations.
I have several clients that enjoy sending me lines or very specific role play’s they have and sometimes going over them line for line, word for word. They know what they want and they enjoy how specific and particular I am and that I take direction well. Some have even sent lines with instructions and directions in brackets of how they want things said. I am good at taking direction and enjoy pleasing my clients and giving them the experience they have been looking for. Erotic audio recordings are a passion of mine, and I find many times that the men that enjoy them are quite specific in how they like a call to go. They like very precise and structured calls and that is fine by me.
Hello, Jimmy……
It’s been a long, cold winter as we all know. I’ve had to have the walk shoveled many times more than usual this winter and honestly it’s been getting quite expensive. The man that normally does the walk hurt his back he’d been shoveling so many people’s walks so much more often than normal, his back just gave out I guess and he needed to rest for a week, so I was a bit surprised when I opened the door when I’d called for him and it was his teenage son, who he’d sent in his place.
I hadn’t seen Jimmy since he was a young boy a number of years ago when he’d come and help his father, he was in high school now, just turned 18 last month. My, what a handsome young man he’s grown into. He said he’d taken over for his father until he was back up to doing it again in a week or so. I invited him in for a warm drink and couldn’t help but stare at him, he was just so cute. He reminded me of a former boyfriend I had when I was his age, the one I lost my virginity to and all of a sudden I was blushing. Jimmy noticed and asked me why, I said he reminded me of the boy I first had sex with and then he was the one blushing!
I asked him if he had a girlfriend, and he said not yet, he wished he did. I don’t know what came over me, but I got up and kissed him. He looked shocked, but he kissed me back. I reached down and started rubbing his young cock through his jeans and he was breathing heavily and I reached inside and pulled it out and got down on my knees and was sucking his young teenage cock in my mouth and he had his hand on the back of my head pushing it onto his cock. Fuck I loved his young dick, I swallowed his cum and then I led him to the bedroom. I’m sure his dad wondered why he was so late coming home…
The Steam Room
I was at a health club recently, I’d gotten myself a trial membership to see how it was and one of the first times I was there it was a bit deserted. Very few people in the club and the ladies steam room was totally empty. I went inside and turned up the steam and laid down on the bench and it felt so nice, I could just feel my pores opening up and cleaning themselves out. I had a towel wrapped around me, but seeing as it was empty, I removed it, no point in keeping it on really.
I laid there for a while, maybe 15 minutes and my mind started to wander and have some naughty thoughts about someone I’ve been fantasizing about and wanting. Almost absentmindedly my right hand started to wander down between my legs and stroke my pussy. It was wet. The steam in the room was so thick, it felt heavenly and I just lay there and leisurely stroked my clit up and down thinking about this man I wanted to fuck. All of a sudden I was aware of some movement and noticed another woman had entered the room. Christ, what if she’d seen what I was doing? The steam was thick, but my legs were open and up and my hand moving between my legs. I don’t think she saw, did she?
I just lay still and tried to forget about it when I hear her say softly, “Don’t let me stop you.” I gasped knowing she’d seen me masturbating there. “Please, continue, I’d like to watch,” she trailed off. I don’t know what came over me, but I resumed masturbating in front of this strange woman and soon she was masturbating too, and I could see through the thick clouds of steam her hand moving between her legs as well. The steam was so thick we couldn’t clearly see, but we caught glimpses, and both came at around the same time, our heavy breathing echoing in the tile walled steam room. I never did go back, but it was an experience to remember.