Gay Boy Fantasy
You’ve been curious about cock for a while now, haven’t you…You love women and like to fuck them and watch them in naughty movies, but you’ve found yourself concentrating more and more on the males in the movies. The size of their cocks, how yummy their pre cum looks as it oozes out of their swollen cock heads. You have been thinking you’d like to lick that off, haven’t you? Maybe suck their entire cock into your mouth and give your first blow job.
You’ve even ventured into the gay porn sites and been watching all the hot bears and twinks, haven’t you. Wondering what it would be like to take a twink and feed them your cock, or maybe suck off that bear and feel his full, large balls slap against your face as he fucks your mouth and you are delivered a hot, salty load of his cum right out of those hairy balls. You want to bend over and spread your ass cheeks and take that throbbing shaft right up your little man pussy and get fucked like you’ve always imagined.
You know you’re really gay, you think more about men when you jerk off than women, you’re craving cock, not pussy. It’s taken years for you to realize you’re really gay, but when you see all the gay porn you’ve been watching, you know it’s true. That gay bar a few blocks away has been beckoning you to come in and find some real life fun, you know you want to. Giving a blow job is your new go to masturbation fantasy, isn’t it gay boy?
He Thinks He’s Gay
One thing that often surprises people that ask about my job or the kinds of calls I get is the number of phone sex callers that want to suck cock or are closeted bisexuals or outright gays. They don’t get why they aren’t calling a man, why call a woman? My personal theory is they find it easier to confess and talk to a woman rather than a man. Not to say I’m a mother figure and they are pretending it’s mommy they are confessing to, but a female can take all kinds of roles. They can imagine they are really telling this to their wife, friend, mom, sister, any one of many women in their lives they wish they could share this with but do not.
Lots of gay men are close to their mothers and if they are cock sucking in secret, especially if they are married which is more common than anyone realizes, they can imagine that confiding in a woman, getting acceptance from a woman, might make it just a little bit easier for them to consider really sharing that with an actual woman in their life. It is a sad fact how many men are living secret lives seeing men on the side behind their wife’s back and they are torn up, just tortured and not know what to do, so they go on as they are, doing things on the sly and praying no one finds out and blows their secret out of the water once and for all.
It’s so ironic and hypocritical to think of the level of homophobia in today’s society considering how many men are doing this, the old, me thinks they doth protest too much, is the situation in many cases. They recognize it in others and despise it, as it is a mirror reflecting it right back at them and they hate that is within them. I have several clients that call up to tell me about their latest exploits with men, they have never told another soul in some cases and they are greatly relieved to unburden themselves of the weight of their secrets. I am happy to listen.
