Gay Boy Fantasy
You’ve been curious about cock for a while now, haven’t you…You love women and like to fuck them and watch them in naughty movies, but you’ve found yourself concentrating more and more on the males in the movies. The size of their cocks, how yummy their pre cum looks as it oozes out of their swollen cock heads. You have been thinking you’d like to lick that off, haven’t you? Maybe suck their entire cock into your mouth and give your first blow job.
You’ve even ventured into the gay porn sites and been watching all the hot bears and twinks, haven’t you. Wondering what it would be like to take a twink and feed them your cock, or maybe suck off that bear and feel his full, large balls slap against your face as he fucks your mouth and you are delivered a hot, salty load of his cum right out of those hairy balls. You want to bend over and spread your ass cheeks and take that throbbing shaft right up your little man pussy and get fucked like you’ve always imagined.
You know you’re really gay, you think more about men when you jerk off than women, you’re craving cock, not pussy. It’s taken years for you to realize you’re really gay, but when you see all the gay porn you’ve been watching, you know it’s true. That gay bar a few blocks away has been beckoning you to come in and find some real life fun, you know you want to. Giving a blow job is your new go to masturbation fantasy, isn’t it gay boy?
He Thinks He’s Gay
One thing that often surprises people that ask about my job or the kinds of calls I get is the number of phone sex callers that want to suck cock or are closeted bisexuals or outright gays. They don’t get why they aren’t calling a man, why call a woman? My personal theory is they find it easier to confess and talk to a woman rather than a man. Not to say I’m a mother figure and they are pretending it’s mommy they are confessing to, but a female can take all kinds of roles. They can imagine they are really telling this to their wife, friend, mom, sister, any one of many women in their lives they wish they could share this with but do not.
Lots of gay men are close to their mothers and if they are cock sucking in secret, especially if they are married which is more common than anyone realizes, they can imagine that confiding in a woman, getting acceptance from a woman, might make it just a little bit easier for them to consider really sharing that with an actual woman in their life. It is a sad fact how many men are living secret lives seeing men on the side behind their wife’s back and they are torn up, just tortured and not know what to do, so they go on as they are, doing things on the sly and praying no one finds out and blows their secret out of the water once and for all.
It’s so ironic and hypocritical to think of the level of homophobia in today’s society considering how many men are doing this, the old, me thinks they doth protest too much, is the situation in many cases. They recognize it in others and despise it, as it is a mirror reflecting it right back at them and they hate that is within them. I have several clients that call up to tell me about their latest exploits with men, they have never told another soul in some cases and they are greatly relieved to unburden themselves of the weight of their secrets. I am happy to listen.
Gay Phone Sex Callers
Some would ask why would a gay man be calling a female phone sex operator? That is a good question, but after many years as an operator, I think I can understand it somewhat. Some people have no one to talk to about private things. They may come from a religious family where being gay is just not an option and ones that proclaim they are gay are viewed as sick and sinners and they could never tell this to their families or some of their friends if they too are conservative and view homosexuality as some sort of sickness.
I cannot even count over the years how many men have called and confessed they had same sex experiences and had never told another living soul and it was a great relief to be able to tell someone, in all the gory details, what went on and how much they enjoyed it and have thought back on it. Many will relate experiences that happened decades ago that they have been carrying with themselves all these years and not shared because they worried how ones might react and that it would come back to haunt them. Not just ones with same sex experiences either, but some callers that have done things that may not be exactly legal shall we say and have never told anyone what they did and it’s a great relief to share that with someone neutral.
So many will talk about fantasies and ask me if it makes them gay, or do I think they are gay or bi. Sometimes I do think they are, but living in denial of sorts. It’s very difficult for most of them. One wants me to play mommy that is accepting of him sucking cock, since in real life he knows his mommy wouldn’t be accepting of such a thing, so at least in his fantasy it’s a way for him to work through it. Sexual confessions work in many different ways, and I am happy to listen to your secrets and concerns.
